BUBBLES

The bubbles had settled on the surface of water. The spectrum spread over the skin was a beauty in itself. How intresting & amazing it was to see a transparent ray flambyonting into various colors. Whichever angle you want to see it, its radiance and color flashes through every niche & glitters your eyes & widens your mind to a psychedelic world. I sat there watching the bubbles illuminating colors of life & dissloving again. The bursting of colors made me happy 'coz  then I again blew the trail of small & big ones. But then they made me sad too! Their alacrity lasted for a short while and the feeling that it once lived there made me want them to be rebrorn. I blewed & blewed with neverending longingness. It made me happy the circular globes were revolving around me. Sometimes globe of 2-3 may be 5 at times glued together. The hexagonal, orthagonal walls formed within were serene beauty of geometry I once studied.

That was life for me. Bubbles of emotions, bubbles of people, bubbles of ME. The bulk of emotions burst when it reaches its limit. The bubble of people who are hollow from inside. The bubble of me, which was bursting in and out at that moment. The sudden burst on my skin gave me a cool shudder. Making me realize how cold I was & how cold do I become when they burst. But honey in the rock was, they burst with a sound audible just to me & that the bubble drop dissolves in water from where it came. It merges as memory in the pool of mind--FOREVER.. 

Life

An amazing odyssey. The beauty of nature, the warmth in the smile of the sun, the coolness of the sea breeze, the dryness of the sand, the pattern of flower on the land, were baptizing my soul. I was hypnotized by the shades in the sky. The psychedelic colors were gushing through my senses and itching every vein in my body. The potent sun was rising up in all its glory. And there I was questioning myself- What life exactly is??

The space where I was coordinated with time was a vacuum. I became mentally challenged as I couldn't think beyond my magical affairs. I did not wanted myself, answering same to the same old questions. And I was watching intently at the waves which were so determined to get their answers on the shore. They came like swords & subdued like feather. Their cacophonic voice was resembling mine. Are they searching something or someone on the shore??

And then i saw a tiny ring, as if i was having an aerial view of a volcanic opening whose heart was burning to ejaculate its fury, but, the envelope of water and air around him, holded him firmly prohibiting him to erupt. Aah! what a serene beauty. The richness in the color(red) of the sun was the evidence of his power. There, he stands, all by himself- creating, dominating & destroying. The morning never felt so meaningful.

There on the edge just under the waking sun, I could see a boat. I thought a life must be there. The spectrum which was painted on the canvass of the alluring sky was aesthetic. The golden beam striking the surface of the sea, turned the layer into a molten silver sheet. Though it was blinding my vision yet i wanted to process that image for lifetime. And again getting back to my question- what life really is???

There were people with their families, people jogging, meditating, even budding love escaping the conventional eyes to embrace each other. But I was lost in the music of the waves, the burning of the sun & the oscillating boat. I was lost in nature. And suddenly, at a distance i saw you playing with bunch of kids in your crimson hooded jacket. You were into your game. I watched you play with a mellowed heart. You looked so content and happy. You knew in your sub- conscious brain that i was watching you. It was same, you as a furious sun enveloped inside my feminism of water. You stole a second from your game and looked at me. Can anything be more beautiful & spell bounding like your smile? The innocence in your look procrastinated my thoughts. The assurance shown through your grimace pulled me towards you. As we were forming nature in ourselves I was discovering life-- in YOU.

Illumination

The Sun sank somewhere in the sky. I opened my eyes to the darkness of the night.The coolness of the wind was subduing the dryness of my body. The current of the "kick" had not left me and I was happy about that. The destination was far ahead, the journey was peaceful.

Suddenly I saw a small flash zooping by my window. I gave it the frame of my "high" thought. But it happened again and again. It seemed to me as if my cab was running against several illuminating bulb arrows of an archer!!! Everything was dark, back and ahead of us( headlights restricted there beam to an extent). Then it happened again. This time i peeped out form the window and looked back, and i was zapped by the view. I asked driver to halt the car and prayed to freeze the world so i could look at the unmatched beauty. I felt as if i was possessed by a forest nymph. And this is what i saw. There were tiny little fireflies spread all over the dark field. For a moment i thought i was in the magic land of the elves. I could figure out that the fields were freshly ploughed for irrigating potatoes. And then there were trees who've been fixed there for ages. The bloom in the buds of trees was evident form the fragrance in the air. It was like an ethereal scent meant for Gods, and i was intoxicated by its aroma!!! It just added fuel to the fire of my elevated thoughts. The fireflies were like these small twinkling angels sent by Gods to beautify His path to us or vice versa. I saw a mango tree which was decorated with the illuminating bulbs. For a moment i thought that the tree is singing lullaby to them and these angels were holding up in air in sleep. The thought shifted to Diwali's decorated feast. I was happy there. Peaceful in such a bliss place.

I looked up & saw million stars staring at me. I told them that my 1st thought was the best one. It's God's secret path to Heaven and somehow i coordinated there. There were millions of fireflies elucidating near me in the field and trees. The fragrance was getting stronger as the time was passing by to greet the Gods. I thought is He gonna pass by me??? It filled ma veins with a chill of thrill. And then, the cool breeze passed through my hair whispering something. The soft voice near my face was singing and its alacrity could be felt all around me. He was there, i knew. Yet i saw no one, just the celestial beauty. The mosaic was still the same. Suddenly, my thoughts were shaken by the driver who was calling me back for our journey ahead. I turned around and sat in the car. I tried to recollect what i saw and what i thought. But i couldn't trace what was it( you know why!!!). The only thing i could remember was i saw God!!! Yes, i did... I saw God in NATURE.....