The Rain...

I walked out of the door
full of pain and rage...
was leaving behind my love and world
pushing myself in a grave cage...

i felt something pouring out of me...
not from eyes(may be from the heart)
i'm crying today on my own death...
yet standing out, on Earth's chart!!!

i stood dumb for a moment...
realizing i've lost everything!!!
i stiil stood like a cross..
myself stagnant, my past running...

suddenly i felt a droplet on my neck...
wondering that might be???
was it his sweat on my neck
or was it his tear valley...

i looked up to gain strength...
instead He was loosing more...
i was His favourite child...
through my life He explored!!!

my heart crumbled from inside...
i cried in sorrow and pain
He too was crying with me
mixing two liquids through RAIN!!!

i opened my arms to feel him
and took steps into my new life...
the next moment i was with Him...
i saw him crying on my body-now he had no choice...

AIL

Waves rose so high 2day
like my shallow desires of dismay...
the wind is blowing so damn fast
dat blemishes all my healing scars...

The rocks are shrieking, loud & sound
everytime the wave stab'em around
their voice resembles mine i swear...
every1 pretends, but no1 cares...

I reached 2 bank vd all ma strength
drenched in pain like a dying man...
but the sound sunk inside along vd me...
couldn't hold me 4vr, i xpctd a lot 4m thee...

I'm ocean of some foolish emotions
where i'm judged on petty evaluations...
I don't wana let myslf rise so high
to crete a disaster 4 odrz & let people die....

AND I ABSTAINED.....

I don't want to let you know...

That i Love you...

I fear of losing you...

And i'll lose you if i'll say so...

You wait on other side of the bank,

I bemoan here, so far you can't even see..

you have a virtue, possessed by a Phoenix..

and I? to abdicate it when i'm a step away from my destiny...

i've abstained myself from this feeling called LOVE..

It demolishes me and all around me...

I can't give you anything but contrite!!!

It isn't doing any good to you, you still smile, to my surprise!!

I'm not that stoic to endure relapse of this feeling...

I'll always love you, and that's true...

But for you, i'm going to daemons again...

to liberate my love from crusading...

I want to love you and love you till eternity...

Do wait for me my love... till angels heal my failings!!!!